Can i back to the past?
Monday, March 26th, 2007Regret…. i haven’t done anything to make u feel proud and happy before….
Lonely…. i can’t share my story and feel your love anymore….
Sad…. i can’t do anything to you when you are suffered….
I hate myself…. i make you angry most of the time…. i do not appreciate everything you have done to me….
I should spend more time with you…. so that you wont be alone….
I should help you more…. so that you wont be tired….
I should talk with you more…. so that you will know how i care about you….
However, it is too late…. i have no chance to do something to make you happy and let you know how much i love you….
I feel scared… when the time you will leave me…. but you still try to console me that you will be fine but you are not….
I feel helpless, when i see how suffer you are… but i can’t do anything to release your pain….
WHY? Why she should leave me so early… why cant she lives longer to share the happiness with me?
Can i back to the past? i just want to tell you that I LOVE YOU….